oh well hello again readers...sorry i havent writing for a loooooong time but i was so busy and ive been through alot...
well..the story starts like this...
i met a guy on vf (vampirefreaks)..and i liked him alot (as a friend)...we talked for like 4 months..and we became best best best best freinds...we were gonna meet one day..and rock the world..
he woke me up in the mornings..made me smile when i was crying..was there for me when i needed..
he was my everything..everytime he was off i felt that the wold stops and im all alone..
in one word....he was AMAZING...
he woke me up in the mornings..made me smile when i was crying..was there for me when i needed..
he was my everything..everytime he was off i felt that the wold stops and im all alone..
in one word....he was AMAZING...
so that day he told me that hes so sick and that he visited the doctor..and the doctor told him that he has a very little chance to live..and he told him that he could make an operation but he will still havea little chance to live..and from that day and on..he only had one week..
the operation was gonna help him by living a few weeks more..
so..after a few days was the operation..he came out alive..but the doctors told me that i have to get the news the next day to see if he's gonna survive or not..
when the next day was on..i went up to hospital..and..his heart stopped beating..
-cries-
well..i found a paper in his back pocket..it was saying so..after a few days was the operation..he came out alive..but the doctors told me that i have to get the news the next day to see if he's gonna survive or not..
when the next day was on..i went up to hospital..and..his heart stopped beating..
-cries-
"alin.. (me) your a very amazing girl..the most amazing girl ive ever met in my whole life..now..your reading this..im half alive..or dead..but remember my soul will always be alive and will be with you again when you need me..ill wake you up at mornings again in your dreams..i always loved you more than just a friend..and i always will..sorry i couldnt survive..i left you alone..i didnt mean to make you cry..ill still wipe your tears when you cry..ill hug you when your sad..nothing will ever change the feelings i carry about you...I LOVE YOU..bobby(him..his name is justin but i call him bobby).."
i was ready to give him my heart =[
but nothing worked to get him back again..=[
i wish he was still here..by me..making me laugh when im crying..
ill always remember our imaginary baby =)..and our marriage day =]
ill always remember the convos that we shared for hours and hours..
now all that left is..memories..saved conversations..and that paper..
i love you too bobby =[..youll always be in my heart =[
i miss you ='[...i wish we could talk again for hours and hours..i miss those days =[
I MISS YOU =[..
but nothing worked to get him back again..=[
i wish he was still here..by me..making me laugh when im crying..
ill always remember our imaginary baby =)..and our marriage day =]
ill always remember the convos that we shared for hours and hours..
now all that left is..memories..saved conversations..and that paper..
i love you too bobby =[..youll always be in my heart =[
i miss you ='[...i wish we could talk again for hours and hours..i miss those days =[
I MISS YOU =[..
